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i thought i never write here again.. ari ni aku bosan dan hati ku macam tak tenteram.. tak tahu ngapa.. maybe kerje banyak yang terlepas duedate.. hmmm… damn..

ya allah, tenteramkan hatiku, tenangkan jiwaku…. doa ku kini… bosan

hmm… aku baru pindah office baru on 030308… ni minggu kedua, and im sleepy today…. what else to say?… hmm… barang hantaran tunang dah siap… owh lupa nak cakap, aku nak kawen… tunang minggu depan, wedding maybe november kot… hmm… dahla… owh… before i forgot… i now have a deadly deases…. sleepy while using pc/laptop.. seriously aku tak tahan lama depan pc, laptop, mesti tertido nyer… naya betul… <img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2296/2075116983_ab9d4b8e56.jpg"/>

• i have a new gf.. sabarina aini. actually its accidently love affair.. aku pun tak sangka aku tersangkut, but yet she so kind to me, more then anybody before her, love u.
• i have a new phone.. setelah pda dopod 818pro aku mengalami masalah takde bunyi, aku bertukar angin kepada lg.. setelah aku recce phone ada 3 finalist sebenarnye, htc touch dual, apple iphone and this last sekali masuk dalam kepala aku and masuk dalam final listing, lg viewty.. nice phone, kalau tak tau yang mana, iklan dia yang macam iklan camera ada bola2 merah tu. 5MP camera, actually its a phone inside a camera, not vise-versa. function wise, hmm.. dia lebih praktical from touch dual for me now, as i done my statistic reseacrh, i only use 50% of the pda, so i want to use this one 100%.. and what even intriguing for me is the gprs fast as hell.. laju giler, skang aku bley bukak ym dalam phone tanpa sebarang masalah.
• pewot ku semakin besar.. semenjak aku ada awek baru ni, keje aku yang paling best ialah makan!!!.. dan hasilnye, pewot aku semakin besor.. nampak sial pewot aku mengalami transformasi. takpe2.. aku suka..
• im getting married.. hmm.. yup!!! its true.. im getting into the next level in life.. 09032008-tunang, maybe 29112008-kawen.. date tak confirm lagi but thats the estimated date.. owh, well, i will still be me, dont worry frens, perangai aku tetap aku.

this songs have a lot of meaning to our world now. Listen up and try to understand it..

"We all gone die we bleed through similar veins"-tupac amaru shakur

Runaway Love lyrics by Ludacris.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 1] 
Now little lisa is only 9 years old 
Shes tryin to figure out why the world is so cold 
Why shes all all alone and they never met her family 
Mamas always gone and she never met her daddy 
Part of her is missin and nobody will listenin 
Mama is on drugs gettin high up in the kitchen 
Bringin home men at different hours of the night 
Startin with laughs--usually endin in a fight 
Sneak into her room while her mamas knocked out 
Tryin to have his way and little lisa says 'ouch' 
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her 
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her 
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own 
Forced to think that hell is a place called home 
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack 
She says shes bout to run away and never come back. 

[Hook] 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 

[Verse 2] 
Little nicole is only 10 years old 
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold 
Why shes not pretty and nobody seems to like her 
Alcoholic step dad always wanna strike her 
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com/lyric/131098/Ludacris+-+Runaway+Love.html ]
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises 
Teachers ask questions she makin up excuses 
Bleedin on the inside, cryin on the out 
Its only one girl really knows what she about 
Her name is lil stacy and they become friends 
Promise that they always be tight til the end 
Until one day lil stacy gets shot 
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block 
Now nicole stuck up in the world on her own 
Forced to think that hell is a place called home 
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack 
She says shes bout to run away and never come back. 

[Hook] 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 
Runaway love 

[Verse 3] 
Little erica is eleven years old 
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold 
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain 
Cause shes havin sex with a boy whos sixteen 
Emotions run deep and she thinks shes in love 
So theres no protection hes usin no glove 
Never thinkin bout the consequences of her actions 
Livin for today and not tomorrows satisfaction 
The days go by and her belly gets big 
The father bails out he aint ready for a kid 
Knowin her mama will blow it all outta proportion 
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion 
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own 
Forced to think that hell is a place called home 
Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack 
She say shes about to run away and never come back. 

[Hook] 
Runaway love [repeats til end]

as per requested by anynamous(yelar sangat, suruh comment tanak, suruh testi pun tanak… jadi antula kamu)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHg2q5M6WnY

sorry, aku tak tau camna nak attach video kat blog friendster ni..

Link: YouTube - The Fray - How to Save a Life (new music video version).

the lyric as beatiful as its meaning, ada gak betulnye dalam lyric ni…
by the way, this 1 from the fray-how to save a life… layankan coz ive been listening to this songs non stop now… best!!!

Artist: The Fray
Album: How To Save A Life
Year: 2005
Title: How To Save A Life   

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

oleh kerena aku kebosanan, aku pun selongkarla laptop ni.. jumpe la gambar2 lama… aku pun uploadla… so kalau rajin tengok2 la… chaloz n cheers!!

what did i get for my 23rd birthday?

-a purplechoc shirt (my lovely sister)
-a renoma shoe (again she top-it-up with a shoe)
-a ciano shoe (my bro, do think its around rm300++ more than the renoma but the renoma sure nicer..sorry bro)
-a treat to chillis,KLCC (hmm.. yeah, my sis again… luv u)
-a treat of 1 hell big cake and karaoke till die(my fav boss)
-dozens of wishes(do i have to state each one?..hmm.. lets start the cronology k..)

those who wishes me happy birthday sorted by time
-my mom (9pm night before… too ealy but thats y i luv u mum)..
-my officemate (around 10pm…. while im singing to "my way", they changed the song to happy birthday… nice one guys)
-my sisses and bro inlaw(same time with the office)
-my luve (11pm luv u)
-a cute purplechoc gurl (12am sharp.. but i was too dizzy.. sorry comel..)
-one unforgotten luve(8 am, im still sleepy then… thanx eventhough i broke ur heart)
-one crazy gurl that i know since school(11 am.. chad, i do miss u, cheers babe!!!)
-my dad(3pm while me and my sisses n broinlaw at klcc… hmm. at least u remember.. no thanx for u coz u missed 15years of my life)
-my bro(monday 11am.. u are surely late bro, but atleast ure there, thanx)
-my lil sis(monday 4pm… in frienster.. thanx.. thought u never wish)
-one sexy babe(tueday… after i ask her to wish me…. hahahahaha)..

any way, thanx yall… gonna keep it all in heart…
ok.. chow
p/s: there’re 3 pic at chillis

owh, 1 more thing…. comment please!!!!